I’ve been very busy and lazy and a bit sad. I am back now!
Welcome to my world! I'm a 34 year old Mum to a gorgeous cuddly girl born October 2014.. She has changed my life in ways I never thought possible and I cannot put in to words how much I adore her. I miss her when she is asleep, I stare at her when she is playing, I spend entire days trying to make her to laugh. I worry constantly that I'm doing it all wrong, I feel lonely, I feel like the day she was born my life changed so much that the old me is lost and sometimes I miss the old me, then I feel guilty for thinking that. I live with my husband and baby in Ealing. I want a dog but think it's too much responsibility. I swear too much and worry that the other NCT mums don't like me because of it. I love white wine. I love chocolate. I don't have any hobbies unless you include watching TV. I haven't done exercise since 2013 (before bump).