I’m willing to guess that those of us with a baby or small child or probably any other person in their house treats their free time like fairy dust.. it’s not common and you don’t fuck around with it. And so you’ll understand my fury with Ikea this evening.. I’ve just spent the best part of an hour on their online kitchen planner and holy shit and what the fuck??? I can only compare it to spending my evening using Microsoft paint to design a kitchen, except on the Ikea version there is no undo button.
Welcome to my world! I'm a 34 year old Mum to a gorgeous cuddly girl born October 2014.. She has changed my life in ways I never thought possible and I cannot put in to words how much I adore her. I miss her when she is asleep, I stare at her when she is playing, I spend entire days trying to make her to laugh. I worry constantly that I'm doing it all wrong, I feel lonely, I feel like the day she was born my life changed so much that the old me is lost and sometimes I miss the old me, then I feel guilty for thinking that. I live with my husband and baby in Ealing. I want a dog but think it's too much responsibility. I swear too much and worry that the other NCT mums don't like me because of it. I love white wine. I love chocolate. I don't have any hobbies unless you include watching TV. I haven't done exercise since 2013 (before bump).